Step One: Write the Letters.

So, lately, I've been really aiming for happiness. So as I'm trying to keep with the "Just live your life." motto, I'm also going to create steps to fix the things in my life.

"When you get bit by a snake, you're supposed to suck the poison out. That's what I had to do, suck all the poison out of my life."- Mean Girls

So that's what I'm doing. That's step one. I'm going to suck all the poison out of my life. How am I going to do this? I'm going to write letters. These letters will be address to allmy closest friends, currently or in the past. They will confront any problems I have with them, anything I love about them, anything I remember about them, everything I can think of. Although they may have some harshness within, I'm writing them as a way to fix things. To apologize. To "suck all the poison out of my life." I'm excited for these. I'm going to be writing them in the next few days and then giving them to whoever. Each one will be personal and probably contain too much detail. Either way, I'm ready to do this. I'm ready to fix my life. (: And if you do get one of these letters, please know it's out of love. Because I love you and wanted to pull you back and fix things. I want to get this back. Whatever this is. I want it back. I want to be happy.  So I'm starting with what once made me happiest -- my friends.