Goodbye 2008, Welcome 2009 !

Goodbye 2008; Welcome 2009!


Dear 2008,


Let me try to review you ... and then discuss how much I despise you. I'll admit; there were good times and there were bad times. However, they were definitely more bad times than good times. A significant amount more, to say the least. So, let's see...
My parents are separating, my sister hates me, my friends turned their backs on me, my friends talked crap on me, my dad's girlfriend's family bugged me, school became overwhelming to the extreme, homework became impossible to keep up with, developed an anxiety disorder that likes to act up a lot, realized i had scoliosis, had many breakdowns, cried until my eyes hurt, tests were failed, concerts were attended, got a job, made a good sum of money, made new friends, made a new best friend and laughs were heard. So, clearly, that was more bad than good, yes? Most definitely, yes. I was sick of you. I couldn't wait for you to end. I'm not putting up with the crap you put me through, 2008.



Dear 2009,


I'm sure you heard all about the disaster that 2008 was. If you didn't, go ahead and read above. It sucked. So, I'm really counting on you to make this year better. I need a good year, please. I need to feel good. Happy. Content. Good. Safe. Calm. I don't want this year to suck, please. I don't understand why I can't have a good year, so... make it happen, please? Perhaps even help me complete my news years resolutions.



Speaking of which ...


-- > lose 10 pounds
-- > actually use my gym pass
-- > get deep guard @ rage (lmao)
-- > be less of a negative pessimist
-- > post less bulletins (lmao)
-- > make a new friend (:
-- > try food i refused to try in 2008
-- > get my license
-- > control my anxiety / stress attacks
-- > be nicer to my mom & sister
-- > get off my damn braces
-- > control my energy levels ; not be annoying all the time