strive     
1. to exert oneself vigorously; try hard
2. to make strenuous efforts toward any goal: to strive for success.

Friday, January 9, 2009

This is how I feel right now...

I feel like...

  • Everyone is against me.
  • Everyone hates me.
  • Everyone's hoping I fail.
  • Everyone's talking shit on me, even my closest friends.
  • I'm not good enough-- for anyone; family, friends, boys, teachers, etc.
  • I'll never be good enough.
  • My life is falling apart.
  • Nobody knows what's going on with me.
  • I'm horribly unattractive (ugly, gross, weird-looking, etc.)
  • Nobody will ever accept me for me.
  • My closest friends don't want me to be their closest friends anymore.
  • Everyone's super fake and lying to me.
  • My parents are ruining my life.
  • People will always judge me for who I am now.
  • Nobody wants to listen and talk to me.
  • People think I'm exaggerating my depression.
  • Things will never ever get better, regardless of what people tell me.
  • Things don't happen for a reason; I'm just screwed over daily.
  • I'm going to end up completely and utterly alone forever......

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